Day 393
I thought I would have to give up everything and become someone completely different in order to stop the addictive behaviors. It's still hard to understand how I could be so 'normal' and productive and even good in some parts of my life, and so rotten to the core in another.
The easy conclusion was that I was just rotten, and faking all the good stuff, but that was not and is not true. I have a problem, maybe even a disease, and I can work on that without throwing out all the positives in my life. I can still do the same things, love the same people, celebrate the same pleasures, as long as I continue to work the program and do not let my 'friend' get ahold of my thinking again.
–JR
I'm still good
Trying to be my best
When I fall in some mess
Pick myself up again
I'm still good
–Hannah Montana, ”I'm Still Good"
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