Day 198
Astonished as I am that I did what I did in my acting out, I am more amazed that there is any part of me left. That I did not destroy my self, from its soul to all that is physical, is remarkable. This fortune is as much a mystery to me as anything I've encountered along this journey.
Some days I fear that the destruction I've avoided is just destruction delayed, that the consequences of my acting out are far from over. Then I am reminded that there is little, if anything, that I can do to protect the future other than getting well and protecting our present.
My task today: stay sober & be honest.
–JR
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