Day 203
"It's Friday, but Sunday's comin'."
There was so much darkness in my acting out that this season feels more like a time of 'rest' afforded by a January blizzard. Is there another winter of hopelessness to come? Do I have any control over whether I participate in the gloom and darkness again?
My greatest sadness right now is what I've done to my loved ones, and how I've inflicted my hopeless shadows — temporary though they may be — into their lives. It is hard to break the cycle of being pulled back into their pain, instead of moving forward and getting well. I want more than anything to return peace and confidence back into their lives, for all our sakes.
–JR
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