Day 204
I'm told in recovery — or at least this is what I hear — that I can keep moving forward with sobriety, or I can be re-swallowed in the hell of addiction. I can wallow in the well-remembered horrors of my past, or I can believe in a future of better results with better early decisions, one step at a time. There doesn't seem to be a lot of room to be stepping in both worlds; destruction awaits the lies and the liars.
At least the first step in those directions is still under my control. I still have a choice to step that way or a different way when faced with old pulls.
I choose different.
I must choose early and often. That bastard Addiction does not own my first choice.
–JR
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